Life moves on without waiting for anyone.
Things don't always the same.
Now when I look back, time sure flies.
I'm like gonna be 22 this year.
And I still behave like a kid.
I don't even know where to even start.
Maybe I won't even start.
Life's a mystery.
Memories shall be my journal.
Enjoy valentine's day everyone.
-Kai
I cant stand kissing scene.
Not because I hate it..
It's because my heart aches when I see one.
On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
This must be deja vu
But I thought this can't be true
Cause you moved to west L.A or New York or Santa Fe
Or where ever to get away from me
Oh but that one night
Was more than just right
I didn't leave you cause I was all through
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you
Oh I swear to ya
I'll be there for ya
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
The way you do me
Oh I swear to ya
I'll be there for ya
This is not a drive by
On the other side of a downward spiral
My love for you went viral
And I loved you every mile you drove away
But now here you are again
So let's skip the "how you been"
And get down to the "more than friends" at last
Oh but that one night
Is still the highlight
I didn't leave you until I came to
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you
Oh I swear to ya
I'll be there for ya
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a 2 ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
The way you do me
Oh I swear to ya
I'll be there for ya
This is not a drive by
Please believe that when I leave
There's nothing up my sleeve but love for you
And a little time to get my head together too
On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
This must be deja vu
But I thought this can't be true
Cause
Oh I swear to ya
I'll be there for ya
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
The way you do me
Oh I swear to ya
I'll be there for ya
This is not a drive by
My head hurts.
=(
Idk what to do.
I just had a dream of you.
A nightmare actually.
You were out with someone else.
Ignored me as if I'm not even there.
I cried as bad as the day you left.
Even though it's just a dream, my heart still ached.
Despite the fact that there's nothing between us now, I still love you.
Sigh.
After our separation, I thought I've changed.
But the more I contact you, the more I became the me I knew.
That's not what I want.
I'm bound to just hurt you once again.
There's just so many emotions running.
All I want....
...
How long can this last?
Tell me this is final.
I rise. I fall.
I make mistakes.
I live. I learn.
I've been hurt but I'm alive.
I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm thankful
Live and love each day with no regret.
When can I make more of these?
When I think bout it, this totally feels like history repeating itself.
Yet again. It's always had been this way, hasn't it?
Just a few twist here and there and voala~
History is served with a little more spices.
What's with history man?
The only reason I can think of why it repeats itself is to make us learn a mistake we did in the past.
And everytime I try a different approach, it all ends up the same.
Im back to the time when I was trying to go after Syifaa.
There's like no chemistry and she ain't doing a thing to make it happen.
I guess all I could say is I've tried.
And it's just not meant to be.
Why do I even bother cracking my brains over this?
Life is sure full of mysteries.
And you know what? Sometimes I feel like it's better to have a reset button rather than have history to repeat itself.
At least I don't grow older and go through the same feeling when I am older.
I dont even know if I'm making any sense.
Sigh. I'll just go on and on bout this.
I guess it's because I'm mad at myself for being such a fool and for things to continuously repeat itself despite the efforts made to prevent it from happening.
Maybe I should just totally stop.
But I know I'm bound to start it again.
Cause girls.. They'll never chase guys.
*rant rant rant*
That's all I ever do. Right Wid? Nadia?
I wonder how you people ever tolerate me.
I hate this feeling.
Urgh. -_-
-Kai