Acceptance.
Big word. Gotta learn how to accept all over again.
Apparently im still not in the right mood
Maybe crying my eyes out might be good.
But.. Should i?
Its really been hard for me.
Really crashed and burnt.
Its still very sad.. But at least it didn't hurt as much as before.
I'd love to know why this happened.
Even though I wont find my answers so soon..
Maybe for a long time.
Now my eyes are swelling up.
Tearing.
But I can't cry.
Woops.
My tears just fell the moment I sat upright.
Sigh.
God.. Please give a sign.
Show me you are there.
Show me that you care.
I know I've done things that isnt right.
But I still wanna believe in you.
I wanna put my faith in you once more.
I dun wanna stray from the right path.
Cause what is stored in my head is that, doing sins.. It wont do me any good afterlife.
But I just have one request.
Just one..
Dun put me through this.
Living with a broken heart is tough.
It really is. Doesnt matter if im a man or a woman.
Love was the only thing I know.
Its still the only thing I wanna know.
How much I yearn for it...
Please god.
I dun wanna stay like this...
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