Apparently, what I've learn staying awake and texted her is that.. No matter what happened. Being seperated and so on.. As long as you still have strong feelings for someone, it will still hurt when you see her with another guy. Man.. This sucks. I thought I was doing fine. I barely made any progress. I still wished she was mine. If only there was something I can do bout it.. I swear I will. Haha. Thinking bout this, wid's just gonna be mad at me if she reads this. Sorry wid. =p I guess I still have feelings for nad. I guess until I find someone else. That's just how I operate. =x Its hard when I think bout her. Sigh. Her birthday's coming too. Is it appropriate to find her a present? Maybe I should. Maybe I shouldn't. Why am I so fickled-minded? Maybe I just should. Just hope she wont get mad. Afterall, it's her birthday. -KaiPublished with Blogger-droid v1.7.4
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