Havent touch this app for ages.
Or so it seemed like it.
Tons of stuff happened.
I dont know where to start.
I don't even know where I left out in the first place.
Maybe I'll just touch on the Bali trip I went. It was fun but not enjoyable.
Im like almost dragged to the activities there.
It was almost a bore.
The natural scenery was breath-taking. But how I wished I spent it with a different company.
Hadi. Rashid. Said. Jamil. Hakim. Bell. Thiru. Nantini. Nema. Jamilah.
I wish thing were back to where it was. I missed the original bunch of people.
Life continues and it waits for no one.
Talking bout life.
Life has its moments.
From happiness. To anger. To heart breaks. And even awkwardness.
Dear wid, I know you're bound to read this one day.
Thanks for being such an open and understanding friend.
I know I've made mistakes but thanks for being a good friend.
Sorry for the things I've done that have caused hurt and agony.
Okay~ Maybe agony is a big word.. But im sorry if I ever made you mad. xP
Anyways, after all the crashes & falls.
Life has finally start to be more calm.
I guess life is getting better. Well, it should be.
Yet, I still dont understand why I am in this state.
I feel rage and agony inside.
I dont understand why..
Im in the process of getting someone new.
Things at work are getting better.
Life is starting to look much brighter.
But.. Why am I still unhappy?
Sigh. I havent said that for quite some time eih?
Nur Fyazliyana.
I wonder whether you can handle my shits and imperfection.
*sighs*
I dont understand what's wrong with me.
Anyways, let's put my negativity aside for now.
I've gotten super fat. I saw a double chin in one of the photo taken at the chalet.
Forked out quite a sum of cash but I would say it was worth it, wouldn't you Hadi?
It was a success though we didnt get to have the water fights and tug of war.
The amount of guest wasnt that much either. Sadly.
But still, we did have a blast.
Sigh.
I just hope things gets much better for today.
-Kai
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