When I think bout it, this totally feels like history repeating itself.
Yet again. It's always had been this way, hasn't it?
Just a few twist here and there and voala~
History is served with a little more spices.
What's with history man?
The only reason I can think of why it repeats itself is to make us learn a mistake we did in the past.
And everytime I try a different approach, it all ends up the same.
Im back to the time when I was trying to go after Syifaa.
There's like no chemistry and she ain't doing a thing to make it happen.
I guess all I could say is I've tried.
And it's just not meant to be.
Why do I even bother cracking my brains over this?
Life is sure full of mysteries.
And you know what? Sometimes I feel like it's better to have a reset button rather than have history to repeat itself.
At least I don't grow older and go through the same feeling when I am older.
I dont even know if I'm making any sense.
Sigh. I'll just go on and on bout this.
I guess it's because I'm mad at myself for being such a fool and for things to continuously repeat itself despite the efforts made to prevent it from happening.
Maybe I should just totally stop.
But I know I'm bound to start it again.
Cause girls.. They'll never chase guys.
*rant rant rant*
That's all I ever do. Right Wid? Nadia?
I wonder how you people ever tolerate me.
I hate this feeling.
Urgh. -_-
-Kai
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