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Self Discovery

Ever since the divorce, I've been slowly rediscovering myself. I've always thought of my self as a low maintenance guy but didn't care much about what I liked or who I am.  I've always thought that as long as my partner was happy, I'll be happy. But what happens when you keep giving and giving but they don't see it as enough? Slowly it chipped away part of me till I didn't know what was happening anymore. I was on survival mode.  Now that I have had more interactions with more people, I come to realize and rediscover who I am and what I look for in a partner.  Right now what I desire are: 1) Peace of mind 2) Respect 3) Safe space, where I know, I am an emotional guy. I can foresee my environment needs me to be the mature and the calm headed person/leader. But if i am unable to release this emotions, it may lead up to more frustrations. 4) Understanding 5) My own personal financial stability One day, I'll be able to get out of this survival mode and get b...
 I'm looking through my posts and I still feel them. It's still relatable. I'm still not okay. I still hide behind a mask. God save me..