K-

 Time flies without us realising it. What I'm feeling now.. are mixed feelings. I'm already 33. Reminiscing the past. Looking at the present. It's definitely not how I imagined how things would have been. Countless times have I thought, how things would have been different if I were to go a different path. But I would be somebody different from who I am today. I guess we just learn. We just grow. We experience. We become wiser. It's kinda funny, thinking how much time have passed. The colleagues that I had. It's already been 8 years since we first met. The last time I was studying hard for a circular exam. That happened 13 years ago.  I really wonder.. how things would have been different... I have grown weak... I feel like I have just been following the flow of fate.  Am I a living corpse? Zombified? I don't know. I still try to be good, do good. But I no longer have my strength to try to shape my fate the way I want to. I wonder who even reads blogs anymore......