I've come to terms that it's doesn't matter that if they don't understand my situation.

Afterall, I'm a tank. I'm a punching bag. Such is life. I'm beginning to yearn for self love.

I miss the old times. I thought with enough understanding, things wouldn't change. Boy, how wrong was I? Maybe it could have been... but not in this situation I am in...




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